
20.4.04
Life's getting kinda slack nowadays. No motivation to do work, no mood to listen during lectures...blah blah blah. Life's spiralling down and I'm too lazy to get out of the dump. Oh wells. It isnt a bed of roses in the first place...actually it isnt all that bad really. Just that feeling of emptiness is striking head-on....fast and furious. -shrugs-
Think sis just got chided pretty badly. She stomped up the stairs and locked her room door. And i know the reason behind it. Poor lil thing...I've no energy to go comfort her. I think i'll probably rub salt onto wounds with my sarcasm cos I'm dead shagged.
I wonder what got into me. Shouldnt have said some things. Sheesh. It was too impulsive on my part, but then again, the feeling is rising rather rapidly. I am doomed! Hope I dont end up regretting. ArGh. I need to tell someone, but hey, this is kinda over-private...I even feel embarrassed thinking about it. -__- Shall keep it this way for now. Oh dear...
Gf, dont worry kiex...i'll be running with you. ;D
I think there's no way my hp bill's going to go down this month. A futile attempt....yet again. -shakes head-
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